These thoughts of life,
the way it used to be.
You by my side loving and sweet
all to be ended by a stupid mistake
I gave up my ultimate happiness and peace.
A decision to haunt me for the rest of my life.
How could I be so stupid
The years passed since that terrible mistake
The pain built up as the time passed
My heart forever scarred by the loss of the one I love
Invisible scars that I kept inside
My life spiraled downward, overwhelmed by depression
it got so bad I couldn't contain the feelings inside anymore,
sitting at home alone staring at her picture,
I broke the skin releasing the pain inside
I've tried to change, make m
A Superior Power
How can I say that in this land of misery,
I have found Love and Joy .
How can i Say I have found something,
That no one believes in.
Everyone's beliefs have faded away,
These thoughts of love and joy are fake and misguided.
How can i explain to these people,
That I have Found Love and Joy?
Unfortunately i have never treated this force,
With the admiration and respect it deserves.
My selfishness consumed me,
Until Not even this world was enough.
I hope that one day you may forgive,
Forgive the day that I turned my head.
For that day is the day that I lost my mind.
I did not see what was in front of me.
I wil
These thoughts of life,
the way it used to be.
You by my side loving and sweet
all to be ended by a stupid mistake
I gave up my ultimate happiness and peace.
A decision to haunt me for the rest of my life.
How could I be so stupid
The years passed since that terrible mistake
The pain built up as the time passed
My heart forever scarred by the loss of the one I love
Invisible scars that I kept inside
My life spiraled downward, overwhelmed by depression
it got so bad I couldn't contain the feelings inside anymore,
sitting at home alone staring at her picture,
I broke the skin releasing the pain inside
I've tried to change, make m
A Superior Power
How can I say that in this land of misery,
I have found Love and Joy .
How can i Say I have found something,
That no one believes in.
Everyone's beliefs have faded away,
These thoughts of love and joy are fake and misguided.
How can i explain to these people,
That I have Found Love and Joy?
Unfortunately i have never treated this force,
With the admiration and respect it deserves.
My selfishness consumed me,
Until Not even this world was enough.
I hope that one day you may forgive,
Forgive the day that I turned my head.
For that day is the day that I lost my mind.
I did not see what was in front of me.
I wil
An Unsuspecting Killer
She is the one and only,
a destroyer of senses and souls,
This mistress of death kills all who oppose,
She leaves you empty and blank,
She prey's on those who seek a life so full,
so full of happiness and joy,
she'll stick a ring of needles over you,
a ring of everlasting engagement.
Ever so softly she draws you nigh
Closer to this never ending sleep,
you will only awake to blackened morning,
across the ashen sky.
Your demoness will call upon you day after day,
Only to steal your pain and fulfill her taste.
Mark my words and remember me,
I am an example of her wrath,
Broken and shattered for eternity,
Current Residence: Charleston Favourite genre of music: Metal Favourite style of art: Horror/emo Operating System: Windows XP professional Pentium 4 MP3 player of choice: Ipod Wallpaper of choice: Falken Drift Mustang Favourite cartoon character: Garfield
I'm a very insecure person. I don't think i look good, i don't think people like me, and i hate being a nerd. I do have a few "friends" though. Yeah, one blew me off today. he didn't even bother calling me. And my best female friend, whom has promised to never leave my side, joins in on making fun of my looks. even though she knows i'm very insecure about them. Well i'm starting to wonder. with everything thats going on, am i just better off alone??
Have you ever just wanted to kill yourself. You know just end it all. Thats been my mood lately. I'm the fuck up of my family. I can never live up to my sister. and well that just leads to my parents basicly wanting to see me leave. My mom actually told me to just go cut myself. You don't know how badly that hurts. I just wish i could start my life over.